i have never cried for a long long while. maybe more than 2-3 years? and i cried just now. nah, nobody died. no animal died. i cried because of a pencil. yes, a $11 pencil that i owned for only a day. it’s spoiled, and worse still not spoiled by myself. i’m not crying coz it’s expensive.
if you know me well enough, i dont place $ infront of everything else.
i cried coz i knew how much i thought about it before i eventually bought it yesterday, even then i took more than 20mins to decide. and before that was more than a year.
i first saw that pencil in 2008.
i’m very sad, honestly. after thinking so much before i got that pencil, all that came out of it was a couple of minutes using it.
i never wanted to use this word on my blog, but i’m gonna use it now. FUCK!
was having dinner when i heard about what happened to it. totally spoiled my dinner and my mood. gonna emo for quite a while. never been this sad in years. can’t believe what kind of year 2010 is turning out to be.
LIFE SUCKS AND THATS THE BOTTOM LINE.